NSFW.... So... I'm pretty much ace in terms of being in an actual relationship or anything, like I would be fine if my partner wanted it and would probably have fun but... i dont feel it i guess. no desire. ive found i need a deep connectiin to actually feel the desire or anything. I don't really get...idk plesure out of it? idk I don't get that 'electric shooting' or 'jolt' feeling they write nsfw books. like sometimes when I'm reading I get the jolt but usually its in the the more intimate non sex bits like the two characters are just touching and kissing and small brushes or having their partner up against them. not the actual sex amd even then its...short amd i don't want to act on it. And last friday got super drunk and had sex with a trans guy who I had just met. totally concentual on both parts. it was enjoyable in the passing the sense of they had fun and it wasn't the worst and I wasn't boared. And it seemed like the right thing to do in the flow of the night. I kinda feel like a robot tho, I know what to do and I know how to do it and all but no... desire or anything. am.I insane or a psycho or am I just autistic and ace without the disgust of sex. anyway a small medical thing I wanna know: I'm on blood thinners amd I was fingered and its been 3 days and i still have light, light bleeding. like with the natural cleening it is pink bordering on red instead of white or clear not bad at all and idk if I should go to a doctor or not as its not bad but its still happening. anyone else have this?