Hi. I am Maria. I am new here. I believe that no one else can really quite understand what something feels like better than a person who has also gone through it, so that's why I am hoping to meet some people with the same illnesses as me. i have had severe depression all my life but just recently it has gotten the worst its ever been. I feel so afraid some times that i think " what if i never feel happiness again ? " I hope I can get better.