We will part with those we care deeply for, and all we can do is learn to live without them, accepting that they are doing the same. It's never easy, ever, and there's no time allotment on healing. Let yourself fall bleeding to the floor as many times as you must.. but never stay down there. Stand up. Dress your wounds. This is your life. This person is no longer part of it. And that's ok. Your journey together lasted as long as it needed to. Also, in your thought processes, try to become conscious of and remove the "right now".. for instance, when you said your paths do not seem to connect right now. There might never be a right now for you and this person again, and saying it might keep you holding on. Remember how they entered your life and it was just.. different? There are others you will meet along your journey who will do the same.