I’m trying to figure myself out. I highly suspect I’m autistic and my mom thinks it could be possible too, but she also thinks I might have PANS/PANDAS. I know the two don’t rule each other out, and it is possible to have both, but I just don’t know… According to my mother, at age 9 my mental health began to decline and I was extremely anxious and depressed and DID show signs of ocd but also autism. I just don’t know if I ever showed autistic traits before that. My mom doesn’t remember much about how I acted when I was little because her marriage with my dad was very traumatic. I wish I remembered my childhood… I just want answers :(