It's scary to me how much my chronic pain is affecting me, and I feel like the amount of care I'm receiving is not enough. My pain in my feet, ankles, back, and hips, neck, and shoulders all hurt so bad by the end of the night that I can barely make it out of my car and into my house. Everything is on fire and really achy, and I feel weakened by just feeling the pain. It's also affecting me really badly mentally. I'll be at work pushing waaayyy past my limit and not having enough time to rest a whole lot. Even after closing we're there an hour or more afterwards for just cleaning alone. And so at that point I've been pushing it 2 hours past the point where I'm thinking "ugh I really need to sit down". It makes me REALLY irritable to the point where I'm going UUGGGGHHHHH and almost making aggressive comments at my coworkers. The pain consumes my brain and derails my train of thought where it's basically all I can think about. I don't really know any tricks to coping with all this, and I really want to figure something out. My coworkers don't know me at all really right now. I haven't had really any time to introduce myself or let everyone who needs to know that I have bad chronic pain and stuff.