Chronically Me Written by Ryn Chronically ill, Chronically struggling. Chronically sad, Chronically puzzling. Chronically paralyzed, Frozen in fear. Chronically frustrated With few there to hear. Chronically researching All by myself. Chronically terrified Of asking for help. Chronically wishing That I will get better. Chronically waiting For results and letters. Chronically gathering Evidence for my case. Chronically losing hope In the human race. Chronically hurting, Chronically trying. Chronically living, Chronically dying. Chronically tired And chronically cold. Chronically feeling My bones getting old. Chronically making it Through every day. Chronically convincing myself It will all be okay. Chronically creating With all this spare time. Chronically thankful That you are mine. Chronically looking For my silver lining. Chronically feeling My hopefulness climbing. Chronically good, Chronically bad. Chronically happy, Chronically sad. Chronically fighting A war with myself. Chronically hopeful That I'll find more help. Chronically patient, Waiting for the day When "chronically ill" Becomes "chronically okay".