I'm sorry. I've had quite a day. I do have an autoimmune disorder that is progressive with no cure or treatment, so I've been trying to wrap my head around that for the past few months. I don't usually cry but today I have been very weepy and can't stop crying. (My antidepressants don't really let me cry). And one thing I have been sad about today is that I don't know anyone I can tell how I'm feeling. Today would be my husband's 53rd birthday but he passed away at 38.

I'm sure that doesn't help you but thank you for letting me share with you ❤️

I am sorry you're feeling alone. One good thing about the Internet is that there are many sources of support out there. I know that doesn't take the place of having caring people around you. That's a rare gift. It sucks to be lonely and it sucks to be ill. I truly believe we are all still here for a reason and we have to get through the hard times and grab onto any good things. Please try to do anything that makes your soul feel good. Big hugs❤️