Autism hooman here! I absolutely DO NOT make eye contact with anyone, and only recently started looking kinda over the shoulder as a way to fake it. When I was a kid I would constantly get told how rude I was and was accused of lying for the simple fact I couldn't make eye contact.

Yea, people say I’m judgmental and aggressive but I’m really just having a lot of suppressed emotions in me that won’t blossom into what it needs due to depression, trauma, insecurity

Yeeeep, I’ve been down my path. My ex girlfriend actually cursed me out for having a hard time socializing and trying to take a break so I could calm down a little when I was meeting her family. Other than that probably just attention and hyperactiveness people don’t really like from me.