Oh I know how you're feeling I tend to binge which is what's happening today and I can't even tell you why normally something brings it on but today it was one of those days where I woke up hungry and I can just keep on eating. I can't weigh myself more than once a week because I do the same thing I could weigh myself 10 times a day. It's nice to be able to talk to somebody who's experiencing something like I am not that I want anyone else to go through this that's not what I'm trying to say I'm just saying that it's comfortable to talk to somebody that doesn't think I'm looking for attention