I can relate. I think depression honestly makes everything seem grey thru our eyes and perspective so we lose interest in things, even things we used to love AKA parts of our personality go away. I think its the mental health. My advice is go easy on urself. Don’t force it. Try out other interests and see what fits for now

Totally relatable. I have good and bad days. Keep exploring different activities. Hopefully that will be the piece you need. I'm been extremely down the last few days. Thankfully today the sun was shining and I took a drive with my favorite music. I'm still not feeling my best, but it brought a bit of joy to my life.