For sure

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Also could be called greypansexual and greyasexual

One love 💜 ☝️

i wasn’t like this until i was sa and it was bad trauma

I was molested 9 times

i’m sorry to hear that. is there any way to fix being like this? i wanna feel normal sexually again.

I do definitely

how do you cope and explain it to your s/o . mine tries to understand but i feel like i’m not explaining good enough

Take your time and mix gentleness and brutal honesty. If he accepts hes yours. If no then start thinkin. Its your life. Get respect. I still know it happened but native American ayahuasca tea just made me release ALL that at once in a less than expected puke 15 mins in and 3 morning diarrheas with 20+ years of toxins in there. 😱 🤯 ✅ it feels like an extreme version of marijuana and sleep tea combined. Some claim a goddess holds u and listens to u frustrate and cry. Kinda here but whatever. Im different dna anyway. Also study dbt therapy and semantics, meditation and yoga, chakra channels meridian channels and kundalini practice, offerings and rituals and normal daily human routines perfected to ur style. Dont waste money. All this becomes “i fucked up” stress which contradicts meta-lly ur own brain with reverse paychology….#fuckingecameaproblem U need to feel love. And some brains have the hardest time in the world ssp if ur iq is above 200 like me. For what its worth fuck the law. Say fuck pain too. See god and her beautiful bodice while ur at it. Think im bluffing? Been there done that. One love. She is always with mw now. Mother aya. Pandora. Same diff

i’ve been working on myself spiritually with my beliefs, i’m trying to get more into my wicca, i think it could help a lot. i also wanna try emdr with a therapist. also does that tea you mentioned make you paranoid?

Not one bit

And i would know

(Cptd)(3/4 gone now)(permanently)(in 4 hrs)