Not really a question but, I've been on Estrogen for 3 weeks now and showers are amazing now. I don't have big breasts yet but my chest actually feels like breasts and it's just the best thing ever. I just wanted to say, to all who are struggling with gender dsyphoria right now and feel you are trapped; I get it, I know how you feel, I was in your shoes trust me, I never thought I was gonna be happy, and that unhappiness was the way of life, but eventually, I escaped my depressing and dsyphoric environment, and you will too. It won't be like this forever, you will be who you are, it just takes time. Just know, you are strong, resilient, tough, and stubborn SOB that won't ever bring you down. You've totally got this, and trust me, it is so worth it. "Good things come to those who wait"