I don't think it's weird for being worried. Anxiety is very real. I can relate to having hair problems. My hair is getting to the point where it's too long for me to maintain myself. Lately, I've been having someone brush it for me because it hurts my arms to be brushing for very long. Also, it's too hard for me to do ANYTHING with my hair, so it's always down. Sorry, I'm not trying to make it about me. Just that I feel the same. I'm sorry you're having to deal with it! It's super tough.