i’m trying to figure that out as well

I was not at my home church. In 2017, I was visiting another church. I sat in the back and worship service was going on. Suddenly, the environment began to change, this visiting church begin to look like my home church. I knew it was a hallucination quickly. One man looked like a deacon from the home church. The apostle looked like the pastor from the home church in 1995. The members begin to look like the members of my home church. Yet, I knew this was a hallucination even though it was not a delusion. I did not believe it. Other hallucinations in the past so captivated me that I lost my mind. I saw a cloud that looks like my birth mark on the right side of my forehead. It mesmerized me. The cloud changed into the form of a burning volcano then it exploded. It seem like when the cloud exploded, my mind exploded.

Use your phone camera or ask someone you trust