It sounds to me like you're doing all you can. That's a lot to live with on the daily, I'm so sorry. In what ways are you being intentionally loving to yourself? I think that's important

Hi 👋🏼 sounds like you might have a thyroid problem? That usually causes a lot of the symptoms you’ve explained, especially the fatigue. If you have a general physician i would see them, i think they can do a thyroid test. Also if you’re allergic or intolerance to certain foods (i.e. dairy, gluten, sugar, etc) these can cause a lot of problems like tiredness and immune responses. If you can, get an allergy test that also includes major food allergies. Otherwise I’d recommend eliminating the big culprits first like gluten and dairy and maybe limit sugar and see how you feel!! Hope you feel better, stay hopeful, you will find what works for you 💕

I would get thyroid level checked. Also, it sounds like you might be allergic to grass! Tomatoes cross pollinate with grass which makes your body respond to tomatoes as if it is gas and it can make you have an allergic reaction. This is called oral allergy syndrome.