I'm getting nervous. In 2020, I decided to have bariatric surgery only for covid to hit before my surgery. Then I tried again in 2021 only for my husband to get hurt and be hospitalized before my surgery. Then, in January, I decided to try yet again, but this time with a different surgeon as I lost trust in the last one. (long story). Now I go next week for my nutrition class and possible surgery date. The closer it gets, the more scared I get.