i’m a bit stuck right now. i’m in a mixed episode and i’ve needed a new laptop for a while. i’m afraid that a big fun purchase like that might make me spiral into a manic episode (one of my worst manic symptoms is spending) but ive only recently started to pay attention to my symptoms and have no idea what my triggers are, or if i even have any. so my question is: would it be likely for me to trigger a manic episode this way or is it not a common thing for manic behaviors in a mixed episode to trigger manic episodes? or is it different for everyone and i should try and see how it goes?