❤️you’re not alone. I actually felt so relieved that actually I’m not alone in this too. For me it was really hard to breathe and think when meeting new ppl. Sometimes it’s so embarrassing. Would it be possible for you to start virtual meets? Google is a great source (like social anxiety support, or social anxiety community)? Start super tiny small. Or you can kee talking here! And I feel like it’s okay to rely on the other people because 99% of social interactions can only go on with reciprocity (meaning both you and the other person have to put in effort to keep it going), and especially with social anxiety, you shouldn’t force yourself to keep the conversation going all in your own ❤️ anything I said is just based on my personal experience, so they aren’t the ultimate truth, and your experiences are valid, so I want you to know that I’m not here to invalidate you