Yea all the time. Its hard to explain but it happens to me too. Like i KNOW it aint real but i just go with it subconsciously

🌰 bruh exactly ppl always tellin us we're fakin it cuz hostie knows it aint real. like baby that aint how it works lmao

I think it's the paranoid thinking of mine. I know something isn't real, but then I question if I'm wrong and what happens if I'm wrong. I can't trust myself, haha.

Yes!! I’m glad I found this post, I used to always wonder if I was just “making up my illness” if there was even a small part of me that didn’t buy into my delusions.

Yes all the time. I had a doctor write me off when I explained this once told me I had overactive ocd because people with schizo “don’t know it’s not real” and I knew it was BS because my best friend has good days where he knows it’s not real. So just know it’s common. Sometimes they trick me though that’s when it’s dangerous lol

Yes! I'll think "no this isn't real, it's just a delusion" but then the other half of my mind says "but what if it's not and you're actually on to something?" and it just goes downhill from there 😅