I just wish I had a friend with DID near me. Even with online resources and a supportive partner and therapist, I feel so alone all the time like nobody else gets it. I find myself drawn to certain tiktokers and forming parasocial bonds with them. I know it's unhealthy because some of our system often forget that we've never hung out with them or met them or even had a message exchange with them. I just want a friend I guess is my point.