You say that I feel like I can make friends quite easy but I can lose friends even easier I've always said it. I seem to upset people so easy and I'm a nice person I don't mean to 😭 Hugs 🤗 mate. I will be your friend.

I feel like what ever higher power you may believe in has people put in ur life and also taken out of your life for a reason those that are out of your life out of nowhere n abruptly I would take it as a sign from the higher power that they were probably there to do you some type of harm or just weren't good for you but those who stick around those are the ones who are there for you for real and there are none around I just need you strong enough to be on your own until someone and someone will or some people may come around and when they do you know they were put in your life for a reason but give it time patience is virtue

I totally get what you’re saying, my friend. I am that way too. When I was younger, my parents told me, it would be easier when I got older. In a sense, I understand and agree with that, but because of the disability and the medical path it forced me down, it’s hard for me to get out and about. I have felt like I have had to depend/learned to on talking to others online. Even though I have not physically met them, feel like they are more my “friends/support group” I can talk to. I feel like I can actually be myself and not have to be judged on stereotypes. I would suggest trying to join a group, that does things you like to do. That way it’s easier to make friends since you have the same comment interest.