a lot of my family refuse to believe that I changed from the girl I was 3 years ago, and firmly believe I am just going to become even worse of a person. The only person that I show even remotely who I really am is my mom, and I question if she sees an ability to change in me. Do you think people can still see how bad my mental health is even if I try to hide it from them?

I really appreciate that! I have always had a Faith in God, and I will never renounce my love and Faith in him. I don't do a very good job in showing that, but I noticed the more that I put him in my life, and make him a priority in my life, the better I feel, and the better my life is.