You deserve your own privacy. That is basic human decency.

Honey, this is abuse and you should seek away out

Im sorry that you have to deal with this. Can you use other search engines and or incognito mode? If you can use a device outside the home or that he doesn't know you have you can set up another Gmail on those devices. Make sure you don't log in with you secret account on your main devices and vice versa. Or use public systems like at work, school, or the library. Ask friends and family to search on their devices of you can share this with them? DM if you want to brainstorm further.

DuckDuckGo www.DuckDuckGo.com, www.Brave.com, also so Robb Braxman he’s an internet privacy guy who has been in the industry since the internet started.