This past summer I got the most freedom I've gotten in a long time. I have very strict parents and I work with my sister but I saw her a lot less and I got more time to actually be myself. the issue is when I start to change things in my life at home around my family they always say something about what happens to my little girl as I'm the youngest. now that I'm constantly around them its been very difficult to try and transition back to the me they know to avoid issues but I've forgotten a lot about her and I don't really want to go back to that.