When you cant breath catch your breath you cant walk or do anything without being out of breath

I have bad COPD...i havent been to see how bad it has gotten in 2 years..simply because i really dont care anymore. I have so much wrong with me, that i just know im going to die soon. ( hopefully) but im on oxygen and 2 inhalors and water pills and im a smoker. I get out of breath walking up 9 steps to my room!

I have COPD lung cancer and a micro bacteria infection in my right lung and I feel like you feel yes I'm going to die soon so what the heck I'm a smoker also but really truly would help me be start to be a little bit positive as I started taking antidepressants I don't think about dying everyday or wanting to die everyday look up the gummy bears that make you stop smoking you're in the same boat I am and we have to change our way of thinking I lost my mom not too long ago it's the worst feeling in the world do I really just want to throw in the towel and give up on my family and let them deal with it I don't know tell me a little more about you