Yes. I don't know how to process it to be honest. Sometimes it gets to me and I feel this terrible despair - because so far nobody can figure it out, and I'm dealing with dozens of extremely uncomfortable, and in some cases, bizarre, unheard of symptoms (like to the point I can't even find a case like mine when searching on the internet). And the worst part - I don't have the resources (especially money) to do much about it, or the physical ability to be able to get the resources